roho #4

yesterday was decent... i think i just always need to tell myself that im going to drink at night cause then it forces me to leave a lot of calories for alcohol and then i dont eat during the day and at night if i dont drink i still havent eated many cals! genious.

except i didnt excersize... well, i did walk to the store and carry back a bunch of heavy soymilk, but thats about it... and the only other things i got at the store were lettus and grapes and one grapfruit and one cucumber.

food i ate yesterday:

yougert (45cal)
granola bar (100cal)
8 pieces of sushi (400cal?)
one candy at the restaurant (15cal)
nutrasysterm chocolates (115cal)
hella grapes (nada)
tea with soy (100cal)

GRAND TOTAL: 775

water: about 3-4 liters

sorry my post is semi lame right now... ill add more later.. but here are some mucho awesome thinspiration pics:

for those of you with back fetishs:





for me this is the biggest wake up call of all!!...



tahoe baby! this is my inspiration because if i look like the fatass i do today i will still have to lay out next to skinny bitches like victoria. ahhhh.





but i really cant waitttttt. pahhadglk.
currently the thought of putting on a bathing suit scares me. this is how i hope to look by the time i have to do that...



my mom sent me this picture of a bestsy johnson model about a year ago and told me if i lost about 50 lbs we might look similar... gee thanks mom... but, great inspiration for me... she was my desktop for awhile...



and here is another one of my faves that i really want to look like. her name is sophie ellis bexter and she is a british singer who used to be a model and she is SO hot... (wow i sound like a toal lez) i want that jaw line... actually i feel like i might have already lost a little bit of weight in my face. wahoo.



and ill leave you with m'girl angie...