anyhoo... the past two days (sun and mon) have been COMPLETE SHIT! soooo... i figured for my last 10 days at school (tomorrow until the 4th) I will suck it up and kick some caloric ass. I looked at all the food i have in my apt and i figured out that if i do not buy anything in the next 10 days i have enough food to live off of (barely). This food consists of nutrasystem meals, tofu, tuna and tea. thats it! and that is all i will eat. and i will save money and then maybes have some dolla billz to go shoppin when i get home wooo!
honestly i would write down the food i had in the past two days but you would just laugh in my face and if i add up the cals i will cry.
another bit of thinspiration... i went to privledge last saturday and i swear i must have been invisable. Im not expecting guys to flock to me but a glance in my direction once or twice would have been nice.. oh yea, except for the two 40 year old bald guys that tried to hit it... and its just a slap in the face cause shana (my roomie) has randoms coming up to her all the time and she'll like be dancing with me and theyll cut me off completely to get to her... its just frusterating... i would like for one minute of my life to not be the ugly one. baejgnsmflksfbkbbs.
i was like the one in the middle:
here is some inspiration... uck im so fatttt ... tomorrow the fast begins (sara we should fast again)
wah-la. enjoy. kisses.
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