easter shouldnt count

wow... easter... that was a disaster.


so i started the day counting cals... by the end it was just so terrible i refuse to report... im gonna guess is was something like 5000. ish. so yea, i prob gained like 7 lbs. and no, i didnt excersize at all.

i started the day eating a bunch of nutrasystem meals (ravioli, pasta, like all the diet cookies and bars etc) but with all that it was only like 1000 cal... then i went to the grocery store with paula and got an eight pack of reecees (i ate them all = 640cal) and some cheesey bread that i doused in oil (like 250cal)... then i decided to make cookies... and yea they were hella bomb. (prob another 700cal?) ok, so maybe my total was more like 3-4000 but still i feel like the giant fatass i am. in fact i really dont even want to wake up in the morning to face the excess flab i have accumulated on top of my lovehandles.

BUT!... IT WAS EASTER... ANDDDDD it was a sunday. which is a total bullshit excuse but i always tell myself, its ok... its sunday. SO NOT TRUE! Ive decided that the best thing that I could do is take an aderal sunday morning so i dont eat and then i might even do something productive... well, probably not, but at least i wont eat. AND I DO THAT EVERYYY SUNDAY .. i make excuses like , "oh, its my day off, i dont care. ill start over tomorrow. etc." and i really need to not do that ahhahdlkfms. caUSe that is why i am a total fatty. so from now on... i am not eating anything on sundays. period.

frat or die.