i must stop!! (ro day 6)

I felt like i had to post in order to stop myself from eating anything else. I know posts are possible to edit later, but i think it would be a good decision to post now to at least slow down the process...

FOOD:
-two yougert (85)
-two sugar free chocolate pudding (120)
-two crystal light (20)
-southbeach granola bar (100)
-salad w/ cottage cheese and tofu (200)
- tea (50)
- chicken and eggplant curry with rice and pita (700?)
- one piece of sushi (65)
- gum (10)
TOTAL: 1220

if i hadnt gotten that fucking curry i would have been fine! and i ALMOST got a salad instead... what was i thinking? ... maybe this will at least force me to go to the gym... and this especially sucks because it is a monday and i love having good days on mondays cause it makes me fee like i will start off the week well. especially since it was easter yesterday and i totally fucked that up.. aslkgfmdng. oh well, i guess it could have been worse.

me right now:



also, it occured to me that yes, i do only have 18days left and that is great... however... that means i have less time here to fix my fatass... i feel like we should continue this longer then we had originally said.
comeon guys i need someone to tell me i look obese. please. get me in the correct mindset please.
xxxxooo

chick du jour: gemma ward